Loneliness is truth.

After breaking up with my girlfriend I have had a week of mostly hanging out with friends. And the only thing that I have realized is that the lack of emotion surging over me right now is not easily disrupted. What we do defines us and how can I then find my own identity among other people really? Other people are good in that they give some kind of reality check, but at the same time they are reality-checking with you. in a couple of days i have passed through three phases, first it has been just being, lying in the sun, listening to music, enjoying good food etc. After that I spent a lot of time being with other people, socializing and redefining myself in relation to other people. Now I think that I am being with myself. I have this strong urge to create and do stuff. ( I think that me writing in this blog right now has a lot to do with that). I am also planning to grow crops.

Sometimes when I think I look sad.

Ignorance is bliss. Therefore when you think you frown because of the happiness leaving your mind...

Here we go...

Hmm, William Gibson expressed it very well in one of his books when he said that the more gaudy and overly impressive a company looks in the cyberspace the smaller and more humble it is likelt to be in reality.

Hence, I choose the least modest style of presentation.

Well, We'll see what happens, this is a blog after all, and I am supposed to publish the stuff that comes out of my mind...

I have great expectations on it...